Indianapolis~
Hello my mother,
Sorry about not emailing yesterday, we had to reschedual our prep day because of the holiday. Its been so hot here and I'm sweating soooo much. This will probably make Kade happy!!! I've lost 8 lbs since I've been here. I'm glad to here that Jess's graduation went good and that some of the family was able to come for it. I don't have a lot of time because we are running late right now but i want to share some stories that are sad, scary, and super spiritual.
First is the sad story, I'm still having a hard time understanding. But for what ever reason God made it so I could under stand this one story. We were teaching a lady called Apolonia and we have taught her a few times before but this time she decided to tell us that she didn't believe in God because of something that happened to her brother. He used to be such a hard worker and was just a super good kid but he got sick for a long time and it cause problems with him and the family and everything and because of that he is messing up his life a lot. But she said she doesn't believe in God because if there was a God and he did love us he wouldn't allowed that to happen to her brother. So I understood all of that and she was crying a lot and i wanted to help her so incredibly bad but because I don't know Spanish all I could do was sit there and try and not cry because of how bad i felt that I couldn't help her. It was quite for a long time because my comp didn't know what to say either. So I decided to just bare my testimony on how I know God loves us without a doubt in my mind and that all we need to do is have faith in him and he will help us with anything we go through. She said thank you and then we had to leave.
So I don't know if I have told you about my drug dealing investigetor. I wont tell you his name becuase I'm 100% positive he is a drug dealer. But one day in a lesson we were teaching him and this car pull up in front of his house and he runs over to it then runs inside then back out to the car and hands them something and they hand him a lot a lot alot of cash!!!! And then every time we try to teach him it just is super sketch so we might drop him... so we were tracking in a super super getto part of town I see this black guy with a gun just walking around with it and talking about hitting up some places and then this cop pulled up and told us that that place is super sketchy and there has to be a cop there 24/7 and he told us if we were going to be there we had to be very very careful cause we stand out because we are the only white guys.
Next. We have this investigator called Julio. He is super solid. The first time we met him we invited him to church and he came that Sunday then we have been teaching him a lot and he has a testimony of everything we teach him. He said that he knows that he came to this country for a reason and he feels like this is it. He is just super super solid. One lesson he told us that his wife has been telling him (she is still in South America) that he shouldn't be talking to us because they have been catholic their whole life and they were married into that church and that's where he needs to stay. So after that lesson he just fell of the planet. We couldn't get lessons or call him or anything. finnaly last night we were able to meet with him and he just told us that he has been thinking a lot about babtism and thinking if that's really what God wants him to do. And guess what? He told us that because he knows this gospel is true he is not going to listen to any of his friends or family or anyone telling him not to join. At the end of the lesson we asked him to pray and ask if God want him to get babtized on June 25th and he was like you want me to pray for that? yes Julio!!! well I have already asked God that and I know I have to get babtized on the 25th :) This work is truely amazing my family... truely truely amazing.
I wish I could tell you more, but I'm running out of time and i still need to email my mission president. But I want you to send my letters to the mission home please. Just so if I get transfered before i recieve a letter it will still get to me. A lot of the time elders won't forward the letters. So please send my letters to the mission home and packages to my physical address. Mission Home Address:
Elder Quinten Hardman
1980 E. 116th st. ste 200
Carmel, IN 46032
please ask Harm to put this on my FB. i love you all.
Elder Hardman
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Hi Dad.
I just wrote the president and I have a few minutes to write. When we email the president he personally reads every single one of the emails and he also emails them back. Something that I feel is very amazing of him. But in his email he said this:
Elder Hardman:
You are truly amazing. I love you so very much already. Your first e-mail was incredible. I would have expected it from a missionary that came out a year or so ago. You will be an asset wherever you serve. You and Elder Torgesen will be unstoppable.
Expect some opposition, but you can handle it with grace and faith. Your baptism goal is a demonstration of your hope and faith - two incredible virtues. It is a real honor to serve in this mission with you. You help make this the best mission in the world!
With love,
President Collins
I am so happy that I am here dad. Even if I had 5 hours to write I don't think I could express the joy and happiness i have being here. I'm sure i sound like a broken record because I say that all the time but it is truely how I feel. I hope you are keeping yourself healthy and not over working yourself. The last few days here have been in the 90's with 90+ humidity so that is really hard to get used to. I really feel like me and my companion will get either 4 or 5 babtisms this transfer. We have been working so hard. There had not been a babtism in this whole district for almost half a year and for some reason all the elders in this district are just turning things around. Its amazing how working with the spirit changes the work. Oh and something I forget to mention in moms email was that I had to give a talk at church. My first one in Spanish. I wrote it myself and I was told there was only one grammer error so I felt pretty good about my self. Well I love you and I hope all is well.
Elder Hardman
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
May 24, 2011; Correct Address
Family and Friends,
I received a letter from Elder Hardman's Mission President today and he asked that letters and especially packages be mailed directly to Elder Hardman's address and not to the Mission Home, especially if you are sending a package. He said that because of Postage regulations they can no longer forward packages. Each time he is transferred I will be sure to send an e-mail with the change of address.
As you can see from his e-mails he is loving being a missionary! Remember that missionaries love letters and pictures. Thanks for your love and support!
Shellie
Elder Quinten Hardman
6434 Whitehaven Rd. Apt. 1050
Indianapolis, IN 46254
Note:
5/31/11--Please refer to Week 11 for updated address corrections and request from E. Hardman :)
I received a letter from Elder Hardman's Mission President today and he asked that letters and especially packages be mailed directly to Elder Hardman's address and not to the Mission Home, especially if you are sending a package. He said that because of Postage regulations they can no longer forward packages. Each time he is transferred I will be sure to send an e-mail with the change of address.
As you can see from his e-mails he is loving being a missionary! Remember that missionaries love letters and pictures. Thanks for your love and support!
Shellie
Elder Quinten Hardman
6434 Whitehaven Rd. Apt. 1050
Indianapolis, IN 46254
Note:
5/31/11--Please refer to Week 11 for updated address corrections and request from E. Hardman :)
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Monday, May 23, 2011; Week 10
Indianapolis~
Wellllll!!!!! I'm finally here. I love Indiana!!!! Its so green and beautiful and..... humid. Dont like that part much. Since i got to my apartment i have only seen about 5 white people not including me and my comp. Its pretty getto here but i love it. Its a super good for me that i was just thust into Spanish my first day. I dont know my address so maybe call Sister Collins and ask for it. I'll be sending some letters today so I'll see if i can get one to the family. After i recieved my companion and my area we all went to this place called bubs to eat and we ate a burger that weighed 3 lbs. I ate it all because after 2 months of only having mtc food I was in serious need of real food. My mission pres and his wife are so awesome. I love them.
So the first night we had 3 lessons and my trainer wasnt at all scared to let me teach half of it. It is so amazing how much Spanish i am able to speak. I still have no idea what the heck is going on and i cant understand hardly anything but i am sure feeling the gift of tongues in being able to teach. We had a lesson with a member present the other day and after the lesson he told me that i cant say to much in Spanish but what i do say i say it perfectly so that really lifted my spirits a lot. And then one of our investigators told me that he is so impressed with how much i try to speak Spanish and he can see the work that God is doing with me and can see God speaking through me. So that was super cool that an investigator could recognize the power of God. My father (trainer) is a super good elder. He is really obedient and really nice and patient. He has been out a 10 months and i am the second elder he has trained. We get along a lot and i look up to him alot. He told me that he has never had a babtism before and he doesnt know why because he is super obedient and works as hard as he possibly can everyday. So I said "district leader jorgesen (he is the dl) I have faith that we will have 5 baptsims this tranfer" and after that miracles started happening. We have 3 with baptism dates and 3 more that are so so so close. He told me that right when i got here the work just doubled but i dont know if i believe that.
We have one investigator that absolutly knows its true and he came to church and he wants to be baptized but he is addicted to smoking. So last night when we met with him after church I told him "no mas fumando mi hermano" no more smoking my brother. ( I love not being able to speak Spanish because i can be super blunt with people) and he said ok. So this morning i had the idea that we need to buy him gum and to tell him that when he feels like smoking he needs to chew gum instead so we will give that to him tonight. We have such amazing investigators and i love them all. Since i have gotten here my nightly prayers are like 15 minutes because i have so much to pray for. I pray for every member of my family and all of our investigators and so many other people and it takes a dang long time but i feel like my love for people is really growing because of it.
I love having personal study but i never have enough time. I have been trying to study the Christlike attributes a lot so that i can better understand how to truely love and help people and i feel like it is helping me a lot but i dont have a lot of time to study all i want so that sucks. Every morning i have an hour of personal study 2 hours have comp study and 1 hour of language study so we dont ever get out untill 12. And because of that we usually only eat breakfast and lunch. And i think i have lost a lot of weight because i have only eaten pb&j and cereal. haha I dont know what else to buy becuase i have never shopped for myself. I will learn soon tho. Well i need to get going so i can write dad and the mission pres. Just know that all is well here in Indianapolis. oh ya. I am in the city of Indianapolis. Well right outside the city but i guess its still considered Indianapolis. I love this work and i am becoming more and more grateful everyday for the opportunity i have to be here and i am loving my family more and more everyday for how much you all have helped me get here. My testimony is growing so much and i just love this church. I have only been here a week and i can already see the change the gospel is having in peoples lives. Pray for my investigators please. I love you all so much. Sorry this letter isnt very long. Love you
Elder Hardman
Wellllll!!!!! I'm finally here. I love Indiana!!!! Its so green and beautiful and..... humid. Dont like that part much. Since i got to my apartment i have only seen about 5 white people not including me and my comp. Its pretty getto here but i love it. Its a super good for me that i was just thust into Spanish my first day. I dont know my address so maybe call Sister Collins and ask for it. I'll be sending some letters today so I'll see if i can get one to the family. After i recieved my companion and my area we all went to this place called bubs to eat and we ate a burger that weighed 3 lbs. I ate it all because after 2 months of only having mtc food I was in serious need of real food. My mission pres and his wife are so awesome. I love them.
So the first night we had 3 lessons and my trainer wasnt at all scared to let me teach half of it. It is so amazing how much Spanish i am able to speak. I still have no idea what the heck is going on and i cant understand hardly anything but i am sure feeling the gift of tongues in being able to teach. We had a lesson with a member present the other day and after the lesson he told me that i cant say to much in Spanish but what i do say i say it perfectly so that really lifted my spirits a lot. And then one of our investigators told me that he is so impressed with how much i try to speak Spanish and he can see the work that God is doing with me and can see God speaking through me. So that was super cool that an investigator could recognize the power of God. My father (trainer) is a super good elder. He is really obedient and really nice and patient. He has been out a 10 months and i am the second elder he has trained. We get along a lot and i look up to him alot. He told me that he has never had a babtism before and he doesnt know why because he is super obedient and works as hard as he possibly can everyday. So I said "district leader jorgesen (he is the dl) I have faith that we will have 5 baptsims this tranfer" and after that miracles started happening. We have 3 with baptism dates and 3 more that are so so so close. He told me that right when i got here the work just doubled but i dont know if i believe that.
We have one investigator that absolutly knows its true and he came to church and he wants to be baptized but he is addicted to smoking. So last night when we met with him after church I told him "no mas fumando mi hermano" no more smoking my brother. ( I love not being able to speak Spanish because i can be super blunt with people) and he said ok. So this morning i had the idea that we need to buy him gum and to tell him that when he feels like smoking he needs to chew gum instead so we will give that to him tonight. We have such amazing investigators and i love them all. Since i have gotten here my nightly prayers are like 15 minutes because i have so much to pray for. I pray for every member of my family and all of our investigators and so many other people and it takes a dang long time but i feel like my love for people is really growing because of it.
I love having personal study but i never have enough time. I have been trying to study the Christlike attributes a lot so that i can better understand how to truely love and help people and i feel like it is helping me a lot but i dont have a lot of time to study all i want so that sucks. Every morning i have an hour of personal study 2 hours have comp study and 1 hour of language study so we dont ever get out untill 12. And because of that we usually only eat breakfast and lunch. And i think i have lost a lot of weight because i have only eaten pb&j and cereal. haha I dont know what else to buy becuase i have never shopped for myself. I will learn soon tho. Well i need to get going so i can write dad and the mission pres. Just know that all is well here in Indianapolis. oh ya. I am in the city of Indianapolis. Well right outside the city but i guess its still considered Indianapolis. I love this work and i am becoming more and more grateful everyday for the opportunity i have to be here and i am loving my family more and more everyday for how much you all have helped me get here. My testimony is growing so much and i just love this church. I have only been here a week and i can already see the change the gospel is having in peoples lives. Pray for my investigators please. I love you all so much. Sorry this letter isnt very long. Love you
Elder Hardman
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011; Week 9
MTC-Provo, UT
Mamma,
Well i am off to Indianapolis tomorrow and am so happy about that. Congrats to Mr. Payden Saxton on his call to Africa. He is going to be such a great missionary and is going to be such a great example to so many people. Super sad about Seth, i couldnt imagine what that would feel like but i think he only had a couple months left so i hope that makes it better. I hope that they are able to fix whatever is wrong with him.
So my last Tuesday in the mtc guess who talked to us? Elder Anderson, for those of you keeping track, that makes 3 GA's for me in the mtc. He talked alot about the atonement and life of Jesus Christ. I love when the general authorities talk about Jesus Christ because they talk about him with so much power and know things we dont and its just amazing to hear it. My testimony has been strengthened so much about Christ while i have been at the mtc and i know it will continue to grow as i rely on him more and more and also teach about him.
Thank you for the package and also my liscense and also the DR. PEPPER. I almost feel bad drinking it in here but it is sooooooo good. It will add some flavor to the fiesta that we are having tonight for those of us leaving. We recieved a new district this last Wednesday and they are all just super super good elders. I have had the opportunity to really try and get to know all of them and become friends with them so that their transition into missionary work could be better. They have all told me that they wish i could be here longer because i was the only one that made them really feel welcome.
I have really grown to love the mtc and the spirit here. But i cant wait to go and convert all of Indiana. I'm glad to hear that the family is doing good. Thats one thing i always look forward to hearing about is how the family is doing. I'm starting to feel like i have a good enough base in Spanish that i wont be completly lost when i start teaching. I feel like i will be able to contribute some to the lessons. I wish i could express the happieness i have right now but its hard to over email and i dont have enough time to write because i have a lot to get done today.
My companion left today so I'm kinda just flying solo. Bouncing around between a few different people but its all good. I feel that we ended on a good note. One of the elders in my zone came to me this morning and told me that Elder Mittelsteadt told him that he doesnt feel like anyone but me could have helped him through his problems he had and that just made me feel super good that i was able to help my companion. He helped me as well and taught me a lot.
Congrats to Jordan. 3 events for state. That is really good for a junior. Ive been praying that his feet and his shins wont hurt him while he ran. I got that letter he wrote me today but i havent had a chance to read it yet so I'm sure it tells me how he did with everything so I'm looking forward to reading that. Not much else has been going on at the mtc just trying to get final things done before i leave. We had a testimony meeting for our district on Saturday and that was really spiritual. I love my teachers and my district. And i have loved my experience at the mtc. But i need to go do laundry and pack at all of that before dinner so i need to end this short. Sorry its not as long as you like. I will try and call before my plane leaves tomorrow. I'm thinking i should have a little more then an hour so i will be sure to call. Please answer. Give the family my best.
Love you all
Elder Hardman
Mamma,
Well i am off to Indianapolis tomorrow and am so happy about that. Congrats to Mr. Payden Saxton on his call to Africa. He is going to be such a great missionary and is going to be such a great example to so many people. Super sad about Seth, i couldnt imagine what that would feel like but i think he only had a couple months left so i hope that makes it better. I hope that they are able to fix whatever is wrong with him.
So my last Tuesday in the mtc guess who talked to us? Elder Anderson, for those of you keeping track, that makes 3 GA's for me in the mtc. He talked alot about the atonement and life of Jesus Christ. I love when the general authorities talk about Jesus Christ because they talk about him with so much power and know things we dont and its just amazing to hear it. My testimony has been strengthened so much about Christ while i have been at the mtc and i know it will continue to grow as i rely on him more and more and also teach about him.
Thank you for the package and also my liscense and also the DR. PEPPER. I almost feel bad drinking it in here but it is sooooooo good. It will add some flavor to the fiesta that we are having tonight for those of us leaving. We recieved a new district this last Wednesday and they are all just super super good elders. I have had the opportunity to really try and get to know all of them and become friends with them so that their transition into missionary work could be better. They have all told me that they wish i could be here longer because i was the only one that made them really feel welcome.
I have really grown to love the mtc and the spirit here. But i cant wait to go and convert all of Indiana. I'm glad to hear that the family is doing good. Thats one thing i always look forward to hearing about is how the family is doing. I'm starting to feel like i have a good enough base in Spanish that i wont be completly lost when i start teaching. I feel like i will be able to contribute some to the lessons. I wish i could express the happieness i have right now but its hard to over email and i dont have enough time to write because i have a lot to get done today.
My companion left today so I'm kinda just flying solo. Bouncing around between a few different people but its all good. I feel that we ended on a good note. One of the elders in my zone came to me this morning and told me that Elder Mittelsteadt told him that he doesnt feel like anyone but me could have helped him through his problems he had and that just made me feel super good that i was able to help my companion. He helped me as well and taught me a lot.
Congrats to Jordan. 3 events for state. That is really good for a junior. Ive been praying that his feet and his shins wont hurt him while he ran. I got that letter he wrote me today but i havent had a chance to read it yet so I'm sure it tells me how he did with everything so I'm looking forward to reading that. Not much else has been going on at the mtc just trying to get final things done before i leave. We had a testimony meeting for our district on Saturday and that was really spiritual. I love my teachers and my district. And i have loved my experience at the mtc. But i need to go do laundry and pack at all of that before dinner so i need to end this short. Sorry its not as long as you like. I will try and call before my plane leaves tomorrow. I'm thinking i should have a little more then an hour so i will be sure to call. Please answer. Give the family my best.
Love you all
Elder Hardman
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Monday, May 9, 2011; Week 8
MTC-Provo, UT
My Dearest Amazing Mother,
First i will answer all your questions. My back is getting better. Its still pretty tight some mornings but it loosens up as the day starts going. I go to S.O.S physical therapy and they do a fairly good job. They massage my back and do shock therapy on it. I guess there is a tendon or something that runs up through my leg and into my hip and then it connects to my back. The doc said that it has a lot to do with that and probably some muscle issues as well. But its been doing good. The second time that i went there was a girl that worked there and she came into my room and was talking to me and then she was like "Are you ready for you massage" and i just started panacking because i didnt know if that was allowed but then she picked up my file and saw that only guys could do it so she went and got someone else. Kinda scary. Dont worry about putting money on my card. If your able to send me a package with that other stuff in it just send me a 20 or something and that should be enough, thank you. Elder Bakker just left this morning, i dont know if i told you he was leaving a week early. We think it has something to do with all the tornadoes that happened in North Carolina and maybe he has to help with clean up or something. So now its me and Elder Mittlesteadt. I recieved me travel plans last week. I leave May 17th and my flight leaves at 7 a.m. I fly to Detroit and i will arrive there at about 12:30. I have an hour and 20 min layover then off to Indianapolis. I will try and call right after i get through security. I'm ready to go and i cant wait to be serving the good people that God has prepared for me in Indianapolis.
This week has been hard. I remember on Wednesday just absolutly sucking in our lesson that we taught (in Spanish) and after i just felt so dumb and felt like I'm wasting the Lords time trying to learn Spanish. I remember not feeling the spirit the rest of the night because of how down on my self i was. So Wednesday was my hardest day in the mtc. But this week has been my best week in the mtc. I went to the tutor and asked if we could just chat together in Spanish so we did that for half an hour and he told me that i was doing really good and that i shouldnt at all worry so that boosted my confidence. Then i met with the branch pres. and he told me that my testimony has changed him and that i will make an amazing missionary because of it which also boosted my confidence and then I recieved a super nice comment from the second counselors wife which just made me super happy. And all the talks this week have been amazing. The spirit here is so amazing and it allowes the missionaries here, (if they are humble) to truely be molded into a tool that the lord can use to make his work come to pass. My testimony is continueing to grow everyday and more everytime i go to the temple. Its going to be hard not to be able to go for 22 months. But I'm praying the temple will be finished before i leave the mission.
It sounds like the family is all doing good and I'm glad about that. How are all my nieces and nephews? I miss all of them. I'm thinking i might have a few more when i get home. This last week i will be super busy getting all my things together and making the final touches to everything before i leave so i probably wont be able to write anyone letters so i am sorry for that. I will be able to email on Monday tho and then I'll call Tuesday if i have time :) So please be by the phone. Well time is up, i love you all.
Elder Hardman
My Dearest Amazing Mother,
First i will answer all your questions. My back is getting better. Its still pretty tight some mornings but it loosens up as the day starts going. I go to S.O.S physical therapy and they do a fairly good job. They massage my back and do shock therapy on it. I guess there is a tendon or something that runs up through my leg and into my hip and then it connects to my back. The doc said that it has a lot to do with that and probably some muscle issues as well. But its been doing good. The second time that i went there was a girl that worked there and she came into my room and was talking to me and then she was like "Are you ready for you massage" and i just started panacking because i didnt know if that was allowed but then she picked up my file and saw that only guys could do it so she went and got someone else. Kinda scary. Dont worry about putting money on my card. If your able to send me a package with that other stuff in it just send me a 20 or something and that should be enough, thank you. Elder Bakker just left this morning, i dont know if i told you he was leaving a week early. We think it has something to do with all the tornadoes that happened in North Carolina and maybe he has to help with clean up or something. So now its me and Elder Mittlesteadt. I recieved me travel plans last week. I leave May 17th and my flight leaves at 7 a.m. I fly to Detroit and i will arrive there at about 12:30. I have an hour and 20 min layover then off to Indianapolis. I will try and call right after i get through security. I'm ready to go and i cant wait to be serving the good people that God has prepared for me in Indianapolis.
This week has been hard. I remember on Wednesday just absolutly sucking in our lesson that we taught (in Spanish) and after i just felt so dumb and felt like I'm wasting the Lords time trying to learn Spanish. I remember not feeling the spirit the rest of the night because of how down on my self i was. So Wednesday was my hardest day in the mtc. But this week has been my best week in the mtc. I went to the tutor and asked if we could just chat together in Spanish so we did that for half an hour and he told me that i was doing really good and that i shouldnt at all worry so that boosted my confidence. Then i met with the branch pres. and he told me that my testimony has changed him and that i will make an amazing missionary because of it which also boosted my confidence and then I recieved a super nice comment from the second counselors wife which just made me super happy. And all the talks this week have been amazing. The spirit here is so amazing and it allowes the missionaries here, (if they are humble) to truely be molded into a tool that the lord can use to make his work come to pass. My testimony is continueing to grow everyday and more everytime i go to the temple. Its going to be hard not to be able to go for 22 months. But I'm praying the temple will be finished before i leave the mission.
It sounds like the family is all doing good and I'm glad about that. How are all my nieces and nephews? I miss all of them. I'm thinking i might have a few more when i get home. This last week i will be super busy getting all my things together and making the final touches to everything before i leave so i probably wont be able to write anyone letters so i am sorry for that. I will be able to email on Monday tho and then I'll call Tuesday if i have time :) So please be by the phone. Well time is up, i love you all.
Elder Hardman
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011; Week 7
MTC-Provo, UT
So last Tuesday we had another apostle speak to us. Elder Oaks. It wasnt like Elder Scotts, there is just something incredible about Elder Scott, the spirit he has is like none other person i have ever heard speak... but Elder Oaks was amazing, him and his wife talked to us. His wife touched on a talk that Elder Holland gave in 05 i think, in the mtc. Elder Holland says that missionary work is not easy because salvation is not cheap. We have to be prepared to walk some of the path that Christ walk and feel some of the pain that he has felt. If ya'll havent heard of this talk i would incourage you to look it up and read it. He was giving the talk to missionaries but i feel like it pertains to everyones life.
I have the talk in my room and i read it often but there was something different about when she talked to us about at. After she said that we have to walk some of the path that Christ walked and feel some of the pain he felt the thought popped into my head that i am so lucky that i get to feel a tiny tiny tiny part of what he felt. My testimony is going to be strengthened probably a thousand times because i finally get a little feeling of what he went through. I am soooo lucky. I cant wait to feel that so when i testify about Jesus Christ and his atonement i can do it so powerfully that no one can deny the love that Christ has for them.
Elder Oaks talked alot about our purpose as missionaries and how we need not do this work for selfish reasons. He also said how important it is for us to have a vision of who we are and what we are called to do and when we understand that everything else that has to do with missionary work will fall into place. We are children of God and we were called to help our brothers and sisters return to our Father.
So I'm sure you all might be worried about my injury. Four square is rough. But I'm alright. They told me that i have to go to 9 physical therapy apts and if my back is still hurting by the time i have to go i will be staying here untill it gets better. Your prayers will be much thanked. I got a blessing from my comps so I'm sure ill be ok. Elder Bakker is leaving a week early so that means ill have another week with my old comp.
I only have 2 weeks left and it seems like every week is getting faster and faster. Mi espanol es muy malo but I'm trying and praying that it will get better. I can teach lessons and hold a basic conversation but I'm still not sure how well I'm going to do when i get to Indiana. I dont know if i told you last week, but we got a new group of English people going to Indiana. Still havent met them but I'm sure trying to find them. One of the teachers in my zone told me his brother is going there the same time i am. Oh and on Wednesday we will only have 11 elders in my zone. That's almost the size of most districts.
Times up, i didnt recieve an email from you to tell me how the family is doing so i hope all is still going very well. I love you all and pray for you daily.
Elder Hardman
So last Tuesday we had another apostle speak to us. Elder Oaks. It wasnt like Elder Scotts, there is just something incredible about Elder Scott, the spirit he has is like none other person i have ever heard speak... but Elder Oaks was amazing, him and his wife talked to us. His wife touched on a talk that Elder Holland gave in 05 i think, in the mtc. Elder Holland says that missionary work is not easy because salvation is not cheap. We have to be prepared to walk some of the path that Christ walk and feel some of the pain that he has felt. If ya'll havent heard of this talk i would incourage you to look it up and read it. He was giving the talk to missionaries but i feel like it pertains to everyones life.
I have the talk in my room and i read it often but there was something different about when she talked to us about at. After she said that we have to walk some of the path that Christ walked and feel some of the pain he felt the thought popped into my head that i am so lucky that i get to feel a tiny tiny tiny part of what he felt. My testimony is going to be strengthened probably a thousand times because i finally get a little feeling of what he went through. I am soooo lucky. I cant wait to feel that so when i testify about Jesus Christ and his atonement i can do it so powerfully that no one can deny the love that Christ has for them.
Elder Oaks talked alot about our purpose as missionaries and how we need not do this work for selfish reasons. He also said how important it is for us to have a vision of who we are and what we are called to do and when we understand that everything else that has to do with missionary work will fall into place. We are children of God and we were called to help our brothers and sisters return to our Father.
So I'm sure you all might be worried about my injury. Four square is rough. But I'm alright. They told me that i have to go to 9 physical therapy apts and if my back is still hurting by the time i have to go i will be staying here untill it gets better. Your prayers will be much thanked. I got a blessing from my comps so I'm sure ill be ok. Elder Bakker is leaving a week early so that means ill have another week with my old comp.
I only have 2 weeks left and it seems like every week is getting faster and faster. Mi espanol es muy malo but I'm trying and praying that it will get better. I can teach lessons and hold a basic conversation but I'm still not sure how well I'm going to do when i get to Indiana. I dont know if i told you last week, but we got a new group of English people going to Indiana. Still havent met them but I'm sure trying to find them. One of the teachers in my zone told me his brother is going there the same time i am. Oh and on Wednesday we will only have 11 elders in my zone. That's almost the size of most districts.
Times up, i didnt recieve an email from you to tell me how the family is doing so i hope all is still going very well. I love you all and pray for you daily.
Elder Hardman
Monday, April 25, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011; Week 6
MTC-Provo, UT
Madre,
Primero, yo amo mi familia y el templo. Yo gusto mi companeros y mi districto. I'm glad to that i am on a mission and in the mtc at the time of pascua (easter) its really givin me a lot of time to really think of the meaning of easter and also think of the atonement and what it really means to me in my life. I hope you were all able to think about that this year. The atonement to me means everything, i have such a strong testimony of the atonement and of Jesus Christ. I often think about the things i have done in my life and how many second chances that i have received because of the atonement. And then i think about all the second chances i am going to continue to receive. And then i get so emotional because of how much the savior loves me. I wish that i could understand the depth of love our savior has for each one of us. I wish i could understand the pain that i personally put him through because i feel if i did i would be more careful on the choices i make. There is only one reason that i am on a mission, its not to become district leader or zone leader and to look cool for baptizing a lot of people or to please my family. The only reason i am serving a mission is because i have a testimony of Jesus Christ and his infinit atonement. I have testimony that it works and i am going to Indiana for the one purpose of telling people that because of Jesus Christ we dont have to go through this life alone.
Anywho. I'm glad to hear that all of my family is doing good. Its fun that Harm and Harper and Josh all came down over the weekend. I did recieve the packages. Beths first and then yours. Everything is super good. I was planning and making some chip dip with that chili, so i went and got some cream cheese and i was going to make it tonight and while i was sitting in the temple i truely recieved revelation!!!! I dont have a dang can opener. Oh well... some kid left me a pocket knife so i will try my luck with that. I love going to the temple and i get more and more out of it everytime i go. It will be sad when i dont get to go anymore.
We got a new schedual that just started today and that is why my p day is now on Monday. We are now in the class room from 7:30 in the morning to 9:45 at night. Every single thing is planned for us. We now have 3 hours a day for personal study instead of 1 and we dont get comp study which is weird because when Elder Scott spoke to us he said that the hour of pst and the hour of cst is the times when he learned the most about the gosple. Oh well, all that matters is that this new schedual is inspired and we just need to follow it.
Easter yesterday was just another day in the mtc. Come to find out, i am the only Spanish elder in the mtc who will be serving in Indiana right now. But this Wednesday the mtc will be getting missionaries who are going to Indiana speaking English so I'm hoping to meet a few of them. Things are going good here for me. I'm getting kind of sick of the food and i just want to be out preaching right now but thats ok. My time will come. Its funny because sometimes when i see missionaries I'm like "oh look, missionaries" but then i remember i am one. Pretty funny sometimes.
Elder Hardman
Madre,
Primero, yo amo mi familia y el templo. Yo gusto mi companeros y mi districto. I'm glad to that i am on a mission and in the mtc at the time of pascua (easter) its really givin me a lot of time to really think of the meaning of easter and also think of the atonement and what it really means to me in my life. I hope you were all able to think about that this year. The atonement to me means everything, i have such a strong testimony of the atonement and of Jesus Christ. I often think about the things i have done in my life and how many second chances that i have received because of the atonement. And then i think about all the second chances i am going to continue to receive. And then i get so emotional because of how much the savior loves me. I wish that i could understand the depth of love our savior has for each one of us. I wish i could understand the pain that i personally put him through because i feel if i did i would be more careful on the choices i make. There is only one reason that i am on a mission, its not to become district leader or zone leader and to look cool for baptizing a lot of people or to please my family. The only reason i am serving a mission is because i have a testimony of Jesus Christ and his infinit atonement. I have testimony that it works and i am going to Indiana for the one purpose of telling people that because of Jesus Christ we dont have to go through this life alone.
Anywho. I'm glad to hear that all of my family is doing good. Its fun that Harm and Harper and Josh all came down over the weekend. I did recieve the packages. Beths first and then yours. Everything is super good. I was planning and making some chip dip with that chili, so i went and got some cream cheese and i was going to make it tonight and while i was sitting in the temple i truely recieved revelation!!!! I dont have a dang can opener. Oh well... some kid left me a pocket knife so i will try my luck with that. I love going to the temple and i get more and more out of it everytime i go. It will be sad when i dont get to go anymore.
We got a new schedual that just started today and that is why my p day is now on Monday. We are now in the class room from 7:30 in the morning to 9:45 at night. Every single thing is planned for us. We now have 3 hours a day for personal study instead of 1 and we dont get comp study which is weird because when Elder Scott spoke to us he said that the hour of pst and the hour of cst is the times when he learned the most about the gosple. Oh well, all that matters is that this new schedual is inspired and we just need to follow it.
Easter yesterday was just another day in the mtc. Come to find out, i am the only Spanish elder in the mtc who will be serving in Indiana right now. But this Wednesday the mtc will be getting missionaries who are going to Indiana speaking English so I'm hoping to meet a few of them. Things are going good here for me. I'm getting kind of sick of the food and i just want to be out preaching right now but thats ok. My time will come. Its funny because sometimes when i see missionaries I'm like "oh look, missionaries" but then i remember i am one. Pretty funny sometimes.
Elder Hardman
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011; Week 5
MTC-Provo, UT
Happy Easter!!!!
Hey Momma,
Sooo, guess who came and spoke to us last night? Elder Richard G. Scott of the quorum of the twelve. That talk was in my top 5 most spiritaul excperiences i would have to say. He said a couple things that really stood out... well more then a couple but i wanted to share with you a couple things. First thing i wanted to share with you is the apostalic blessing that he gave us " I invoke upon you the blessing of the gift of tongues, in your stiving to communicate you will have an additional help and support. I confer the gift of tongues upon you, you still have to study but you will feel that it comes easier" -Elder Scott.
How awesome is that? The spirit was so strong and that blessing just meant so much to me because the language seems a lot harder for me then others. I can basically say what i need to but it just is so hard for me. Second. He shared with us his testimony. It was the most powerful testimony i have ever heard in my life. I wont share with you exactly what he said, but i wanted to share with you something. Every time he would say something he would say, I dont believe, I KNOW!!!! How powerful. He doesnt believe that Jesus Christ is a resurrect being, HE KNOWS IT. It was just incredible. All of us that heard him has a little more to strive for in our testimony.
The mtc is going good. Im getting kind of sick of the food now, but i only have like 3 and a half more weeks so i can live with it untill then. We taught our first lesson in spanich on Monday. It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be but it was still pretty rough. We are teaching again in spanish tonight so hopfully it goes better.
My testimony is continuing to grow everyday. And i love being able to go to the temple once a week. It will be hard when i cant do that anymore. Oh... starting on the 26th our P day is being switched to Mondays and since the 26th is a Tuesday we dont know if we wont get a p day next week or what. but just to be safe, write me on Monday.
I want everyone in my family to know that i love you and i pray for you every single day. Individually. I havent forgotten anyone so i hope that you can feel my prayers. Last night Elder Scott said something about when Jesus Christ was crucified that really helped me. This last week ive been studying the atonement and Christs death and there was a scripture that i read. Its talking about when Christ was on the cross and he asks God why he forsake him and ive just been thinking about that. "Why did God forsake His Son" well last night Elder Scott talked about it and he said that he has often wondered the same thing. Then he said that he came to the conclusion that Christ was not forsaken. God knew that Christ needed to earn the full blessing of the atonement by enduring everything alone... how hard that must have been to have to watch your son go through that and not being able to do anything.
Well time is up. I love all of you. Have a great Easter Sunday and remember why we celebrate it
Elder Hardman
Happy Easter!!!!
Hey Momma,
Sooo, guess who came and spoke to us last night? Elder Richard G. Scott of the quorum of the twelve. That talk was in my top 5 most spiritaul excperiences i would have to say. He said a couple things that really stood out... well more then a couple but i wanted to share with you a couple things. First thing i wanted to share with you is the apostalic blessing that he gave us " I invoke upon you the blessing of the gift of tongues, in your stiving to communicate you will have an additional help and support. I confer the gift of tongues upon you, you still have to study but you will feel that it comes easier" -Elder Scott.
How awesome is that? The spirit was so strong and that blessing just meant so much to me because the language seems a lot harder for me then others. I can basically say what i need to but it just is so hard for me. Second. He shared with us his testimony. It was the most powerful testimony i have ever heard in my life. I wont share with you exactly what he said, but i wanted to share with you something. Every time he would say something he would say, I dont believe, I KNOW!!!! How powerful. He doesnt believe that Jesus Christ is a resurrect being, HE KNOWS IT. It was just incredible. All of us that heard him has a little more to strive for in our testimony.
The mtc is going good. Im getting kind of sick of the food now, but i only have like 3 and a half more weeks so i can live with it untill then. We taught our first lesson in spanich on Monday. It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be but it was still pretty rough. We are teaching again in spanish tonight so hopfully it goes better.
My testimony is continuing to grow everyday. And i love being able to go to the temple once a week. It will be hard when i cant do that anymore. Oh... starting on the 26th our P day is being switched to Mondays and since the 26th is a Tuesday we dont know if we wont get a p day next week or what. but just to be safe, write me on Monday.
I want everyone in my family to know that i love you and i pray for you every single day. Individually. I havent forgotten anyone so i hope that you can feel my prayers. Last night Elder Scott said something about when Jesus Christ was crucified that really helped me. This last week ive been studying the atonement and Christs death and there was a scripture that i read. Its talking about when Christ was on the cross and he asks God why he forsake him and ive just been thinking about that. "Why did God forsake His Son" well last night Elder Scott talked about it and he said that he has often wondered the same thing. Then he said that he came to the conclusion that Christ was not forsaken. God knew that Christ needed to earn the full blessing of the atonement by enduring everything alone... how hard that must have been to have to watch your son go through that and not being able to do anything.
Well time is up. I love all of you. Have a great Easter Sunday and remember why we celebrate it
Elder Hardman
Monday, April 18, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011; Week 4
MTC-Provo, UT
Hey Momma,
Things are going good here at the mtc. Like always i went to the temple this morning, and like always it was just amazing. I was able to go through for someone from INDIANA!!!! Super special for me. I'm already doing missionary work for my state and I'm not even there yet. When we left the temple 2 older men stopped us and talked to us for like 20 minutes. One told us that he has placed over 40000 books of Mormon in his life time. They told us that they have a lot to give back to the church because they come from the families of the mobs the persacuted the saints. It was really nice to talk to them. Super crazy people but really nice.
Everyone in my zone is starting to leave. This time next week my district will be the second oldest here. So that just means that we willl be giving a lot of talks in Spanish... which brings me to my next point, me espanol es muy malo. (NY Spanish is very bad) We have to start teaching in Spanish next week. So pray for me please. Teaching is gooing really good. Me and my companions have 4 investigators right now.( I'm in a 3-some now) one of them we just picked up. Her name is "Taylor" she is the hardest investigator in the mtc. Everyone tells us that you have to teach her like 4 times before she will pray in the lesson. But we went the first day and prayed for the spirit before hand. And we just listened to her and what she said and we were able to teach to her needs and bear such strong testimony that she prayed the very first lesson. Listening is the key for missionary work. Elder Holland said that if you listen to everything they say something that is said will highlight a truth that you can bear testimony. I'm learning to be a good listener.
Things with my comp are getting better. We are now in a 3 some and me and the other elder get along super super well so thats nice. His name is Elder Bakker. Heres a poem that me and Elder Bakker wrote. The reason we wrote it is because the sisters in our zone kept asking us to write in their journals and we didnt know what to write so we wrote this and gave it to them all...
WITHOUT A HAULT
As we sit here writing in this journal,
we cant stop thinking about life eternal.
Mothers, fathers, children too,
God loves us all we know its true.
we read of prophets young and old,
Their words of scripture more valuable then gold.
Jesus came to save us all,
through faith in him we cannot fall.
He healed the sick; caused the blind to see
untill the great apostasy.
A verse in James sparked a thought,
and in a grove he found what he sought.
Before his eyes they did appear,
they told him truths, and not to fear.
A message brought by a heavenly friend,
led to a git that god did send.
We know in our hearts the truth in this book,
all we ask is that you take a look.
The truth restored, his church on earth,
the gosple fullness invites rebirth.
If like Joseph you pray as well,
within your heart a burning will swell.
Try as they might to find a fault,
His work moves forward without a hault!!
How did you like that? Not bad huh?
Well time is short so i need to end now. But because of Easter and what is symbolizes i wanted to share a fast testimony about Jesus Christ... i know the Jesucristo lives and i know that he not only suffered and died for me and my sins but also for the entire world. Everyone!!! Whether it be Indiana, Mongolia, Russia, Oklahoma, Washington, he atoned for all of our sins and the reason i know this is because i have felt his atoning love in my life. I have felt the peace that can only come from being clean. I know that no matter how many mistakes someone makes or how bad of a person he/she feels they are, nothing is to bad or to much. Christ atoned for everyone. The stupidest thing i have ever done in my life is having the gift of the atonment sitting right in front of my for so long and my not using it. My purpose is to help people come unto Christ and help them repent and i promise I'm going to do it untill the day i die.
Love Elder Hardman
Hey Momma,
Things are going good here at the mtc. Like always i went to the temple this morning, and like always it was just amazing. I was able to go through for someone from INDIANA!!!! Super special for me. I'm already doing missionary work for my state and I'm not even there yet. When we left the temple 2 older men stopped us and talked to us for like 20 minutes. One told us that he has placed over 40000 books of Mormon in his life time. They told us that they have a lot to give back to the church because they come from the families of the mobs the persacuted the saints. It was really nice to talk to them. Super crazy people but really nice.
Everyone in my zone is starting to leave. This time next week my district will be the second oldest here. So that just means that we willl be giving a lot of talks in Spanish... which brings me to my next point, me espanol es muy malo. (NY Spanish is very bad) We have to start teaching in Spanish next week. So pray for me please. Teaching is gooing really good. Me and my companions have 4 investigators right now.( I'm in a 3-some now) one of them we just picked up. Her name is "Taylor" she is the hardest investigator in the mtc. Everyone tells us that you have to teach her like 4 times before she will pray in the lesson. But we went the first day and prayed for the spirit before hand. And we just listened to her and what she said and we were able to teach to her needs and bear such strong testimony that she prayed the very first lesson. Listening is the key for missionary work. Elder Holland said that if you listen to everything they say something that is said will highlight a truth that you can bear testimony. I'm learning to be a good listener.
Things with my comp are getting better. We are now in a 3 some and me and the other elder get along super super well so thats nice. His name is Elder Bakker. Heres a poem that me and Elder Bakker wrote. The reason we wrote it is because the sisters in our zone kept asking us to write in their journals and we didnt know what to write so we wrote this and gave it to them all...
WITHOUT A HAULT
As we sit here writing in this journal,
we cant stop thinking about life eternal.
Mothers, fathers, children too,
God loves us all we know its true.
we read of prophets young and old,
Their words of scripture more valuable then gold.
Jesus came to save us all,
through faith in him we cannot fall.
He healed the sick; caused the blind to see
untill the great apostasy.
A verse in James sparked a thought,
and in a grove he found what he sought.
Before his eyes they did appear,
they told him truths, and not to fear.
A message brought by a heavenly friend,
led to a git that god did send.
We know in our hearts the truth in this book,
all we ask is that you take a look.
The truth restored, his church on earth,
the gosple fullness invites rebirth.
If like Joseph you pray as well,
within your heart a burning will swell.
Try as they might to find a fault,
His work moves forward without a hault!!
How did you like that? Not bad huh?
Well time is short so i need to end now. But because of Easter and what is symbolizes i wanted to share a fast testimony about Jesus Christ... i know the Jesucristo lives and i know that he not only suffered and died for me and my sins but also for the entire world. Everyone!!! Whether it be Indiana, Mongolia, Russia, Oklahoma, Washington, he atoned for all of our sins and the reason i know this is because i have felt his atoning love in my life. I have felt the peace that can only come from being clean. I know that no matter how many mistakes someone makes or how bad of a person he/she feels they are, nothing is to bad or to much. Christ atoned for everyone. The stupidest thing i have ever done in my life is having the gift of the atonment sitting right in front of my for so long and my not using it. My purpose is to help people come unto Christ and help them repent and i promise I'm going to do it untill the day i die.
Love Elder Hardman
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Wednesday, April 6, 2011;Week 3
MTC-Provo, UT
Hey Momma,
Conference was very good, I got so much out of it and i only fell asleep a couple times during the girl talks so thats ok :) Priesthood session was super amazing i love how the apostles are just so straight forward about everything. But thats how they have to be because of the stubburn society we have today.
I love the mtc and all of the firesides and the talks and inspirational message that are givin to us. Every Sunday night we have someone from the mtc give us a talk and every Tuesday night we have a general authority come talk to us. Its so funny to hear people that have been here for 7 or so weeks complain about getting ANOTHER 70 member. haha Only in the mtc will people complain about having a member of the 70 talk to us.
Every talk that has been givin is so good. This Sunday and this Tuesday were so good. The guy who spoke to us on Sunday played football for byu. He was the first poly to get a scholarship for sports there. Then went to the nfl and played for the eagles and then greenbay and he just had an amazing testimony and message about missionary work. Elder Oaks talked to us yesterday. he is a former member of the presidency of the 70 and he is a 4 star general. It was amazing to hear him speak because you would think that every story he was going to tell would have been about the airforce, but it was the exact opposite. Every story he told was about the church and missionary work and how gosple changes peoples lives. He has traveled to every part of the world you can think of to visit missions and speak and just various church duties and he told us that out of every place he has been to the mtc has the strongest spirit. Its so true, 2000 missionaries all having one focus in mind and all of us having to give all we have to the Lord. Its amazing.
Its so hard for me not to feel inadequet (dont know how to spell) because everyday i see such amazing missionaries and how strong their testimonies are. They have all lived their lives in such a way to where they were worthy and ready and willing to serve a mission. I just wish that i could have been more like that. But i know that i have learned a lot and i am a better person for it and i know that when i feel inadequet all i have to do is pray to my loving Heavenly Father and ask for help and guidance and i will recieve it.
Things with my comp are starting to get better. I love him and i want the best for him and i know that God will help us with the problems we have with eachother. Well times up. I love you all.
Oh and back to the subject of dear elders, i do recieve them but they dont print them on Saturday. so if you plan on sending me a dearelder for my b day on Saturday i wont get it till Monday. And i was planning on getting you a name tag for mothers day but they told me that its against the rules so I'm sorry about that.
I dont know if i have told you lately, but i love the temple. When i went today i felt like i needed to pray for the person that i was going through for and to ask for HIS spirit to be with me so when i prayed for that the spirit hit me so strong. probably the strongest that i have ever felt at the temple and i just know he was so grateful for what i was doing for him. You probably already do that but if you dont i challange you all to do it.
Elder Hardman
Hey Momma,
Conference was very good, I got so much out of it and i only fell asleep a couple times during the girl talks so thats ok :) Priesthood session was super amazing i love how the apostles are just so straight forward about everything. But thats how they have to be because of the stubburn society we have today.
I love the mtc and all of the firesides and the talks and inspirational message that are givin to us. Every Sunday night we have someone from the mtc give us a talk and every Tuesday night we have a general authority come talk to us. Its so funny to hear people that have been here for 7 or so weeks complain about getting ANOTHER 70 member. haha Only in the mtc will people complain about having a member of the 70 talk to us.
Every talk that has been givin is so good. This Sunday and this Tuesday were so good. The guy who spoke to us on Sunday played football for byu. He was the first poly to get a scholarship for sports there. Then went to the nfl and played for the eagles and then greenbay and he just had an amazing testimony and message about missionary work. Elder Oaks talked to us yesterday. he is a former member of the presidency of the 70 and he is a 4 star general. It was amazing to hear him speak because you would think that every story he was going to tell would have been about the airforce, but it was the exact opposite. Every story he told was about the church and missionary work and how gosple changes peoples lives. He has traveled to every part of the world you can think of to visit missions and speak and just various church duties and he told us that out of every place he has been to the mtc has the strongest spirit. Its so true, 2000 missionaries all having one focus in mind and all of us having to give all we have to the Lord. Its amazing.
Its so hard for me not to feel inadequet (dont know how to spell) because everyday i see such amazing missionaries and how strong their testimonies are. They have all lived their lives in such a way to where they were worthy and ready and willing to serve a mission. I just wish that i could have been more like that. But i know that i have learned a lot and i am a better person for it and i know that when i feel inadequet all i have to do is pray to my loving Heavenly Father and ask for help and guidance and i will recieve it.
Things with my comp are starting to get better. I love him and i want the best for him and i know that God will help us with the problems we have with eachother. Well times up. I love you all.
Oh and back to the subject of dear elders, i do recieve them but they dont print them on Saturday. so if you plan on sending me a dearelder for my b day on Saturday i wont get it till Monday. And i was planning on getting you a name tag for mothers day but they told me that its against the rules so I'm sorry about that.
I dont know if i have told you lately, but i love the temple. When i went today i felt like i needed to pray for the person that i was going through for and to ask for HIS spirit to be with me so when i prayed for that the spirit hit me so strong. probably the strongest that i have ever felt at the temple and i just know he was so grateful for what i was doing for him. You probably already do that but if you dont i challange you all to do it.
Elder Hardman
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